Industrial Attachment

I got an interview frm my 1st choice company.. i'm starting to feel worry n stress instead of happy... i guess they let everyone who chose it as a 1st choice to go 4 interview... n there's like 27 pple gg 4 interview... i wonder how many pple r they hiring.. i noe my results sucks n i sort of regretted choosing an interviewing company... i understand the importance of results now... if i'm in poly, i dont tink i'll feel tis way...

Another ting i'm worried abt is wat shld i wear 4 the interview? shld i wear smthg formal? wat if i'm the only one who wear formal then i'll look like a fool... i cant ask my sis cos she's frm nbs, so 4 her interview she wear smthg veri formal... how??? help me!!!

i tink i better do more readings abt the company b4 i go 4 the interview... heard frm my friens they'll ask tings like BOD, COD and stuff... i studied them b4 in poly and abit of them in uni but i forgot most of them after examz.. i better read thru them b4 the examz... wish me luck.. i need all the luck...

mr j, i need ur mental encouragement now... to build up my confidence...

Attached...

My sis told me recently that she wans to get attach... i feel so happy 4 her.. the reason 4 her wanting to get attached is bcos she doesnt wan to be alone when she gets old... i hope she get attached soon... n of cos i hope tat she can find a realli nice guy who'll love her and of cos love her family (i wan him to buy tings to sucka me.. wahaa)...

Nv told tat my sis will tell me this kind of tings.. so i start wondering if i shld get attach soon... if not, i dont tink i can find a bf when i get out to work... maybe i shld start to get worried cos i see some of my friens r getting worried 4 me.. haa.. till now, i still cant find a guy tat i realli like or the guys i like r all attached... boohoohoo... how??

I Like...

I like guys

1) who are tall preferably above 1.8 m
2) who smile and have dimples on their face
3) who wear their watch on their right hand
4) who are faithful
5) who have a good temper and can tolerate all my mood swings
6) who are sensitive and funny
7) who can give me good advice when i'm puzzled
8) who can cheer me up by saying something enlightening

can u help me to find this guy?

Do You Know?

guess alot of pple will be wondering why there's a forest behind hall 8? the most common reason heard is bcos the area there is veri hot n the forest behind will help to keep the whole environment cooler. but tinking of it, if the trees are all chopped down, then will have more space to build more halls (looks like it's not big enough.. hee). if not we can use that route as a short cut to halls 12-15. one gd reason will be the area in front of the forest will not have so much mosqitoes and bugs. now let me review the ans... wahaa..

there is actualli a water treatment inside ntu itself. i guess lots of pple do not noe tis... it's located at the forest behind hall 8. the forest of why it's inside the forest is 4 security reasons. sound cool rite? guess alot of pple having been spending so many yrs in ntu and still do not noe that there's a water treatment tank in ntu itself. if i'm not wrong, the water treatment tank not only supply water to the whole population of ntu but also to the whole area of chua chu kang.

Which One??

Can't decide which one to choose.. maybe u guys can help me decide which suits me more... hee


white wif green strips --> it's on sale n i tink it's looks veri sweet


orange --> want to try some new color


mint green --> same as the reason above


pink --> it's jus look so sweet here...


lavender --> closet to my fav color purple... hee.. but i tink it's abit too light


black with flowers --> always wanted to try the collection wif design


white big flowers --> i like it being colourful

Wish List

Din wan to add my birthday wishlist on my blog de.. but my frien was telling me it’s better to buy smthg I like to smthg I wont use… guess I agree wif wat she says… so to all my dearest frien, pls tell me wat u wan 4 ur birthday so tat I can get them 4 u… but of not stuff that r out of my budget..

Okie, u guys have to stand my bhb le… my wish list starts now… not in any order

1) A full series of Harry Potter’s Books
2) A pair of Madrid Brikenstock slippers (any color will do, to let tings be easier, my fav color of the mth is gold n purple)
3) A new sweater (any brand, preferably sports brand) --> taken by my best frien..hee i love her
4) A new watch
5) Reds’ voucher (I wan to get my hair dyed b4 my birthday)
6) Tennis racket
7) Squash racket

Some of the tings maybe u can consider buying 4 me though I don’t really have the urge of getting them…
- Bags
- Heels
- Accessories

Cant tink of anymore tings that I need or want le.. the best is u get smthg that u tink suits me… I like surprises… hee…

Cats & Dogs

It’s has been a long long time since I last blogged.. hee.. happy enjoying my recess at home… feel so wonderful being able to wake up late, not having to worry abt lessons n work, getting to eat gd food, able to watch from big tv, bathing in a clean environment.. the onli not so gd ting is I cant use computer… my hse comp is jus too old to support fast internet connection… but it’s okie… I can live perfectly fine w/o computer jus as long as u give me a tv… I’m okie staying at home the whole day.. haa.. back to the main pt, tis is gg to be a complain post… so bear wif it..

52 is now flooded wif cats n dogs… lots of pple noe tat I’m scare of animals n now 52 is full of them… really considering of moving home.. the onli ting is tat I need to travel n wake up early n I’m lazy… boo.. if I move home, I tink I’ll miss all my morning lesson like how I miss my field trip on fri… boo… I reached sch 15 mins late n the stupid teacher actually leave w/o me… boo hoo hoo… I hate the stupid teacher causing me to waste my money all the way traveling back to sch n back.. n I lost my beauty slp.. I hate him….

The cat living in hall 10 jus gavve birth to don’t noe how many kittens… I don’t noe which blk it belongs to cos there’s so many pple toking abt diff cats n I really not interested to noe.. the main pt is can the cat stay away frm level 4… even if it’s a small kitten, I’m scared too… pls keep the cat/ kittens away frm me…

Toking abt the dogs, I used to tink there’s onli one dog in 52… suddenly get to realize more popping out.. sometime I really wonder, wat so nice being a dog… y r there so many pple giving up the chance being a human n end up like a dog.. I wont pity u cos u choose to be a dog.. so continue being a dog 4 the rest of ur life… I’ll be laughing at u wherever I see u ard.. if I’m in a gd mood, then maybe I may pass u some of my left-over fd… poor dogs… haa… I’m so mean but I like being mean… wahaa…

Disappointment

Life will nv be the same at 52.. pple whom i once tot as friens dont seems to treat me as a frien anymore... am i asking too much frm them? or i'm jus plain jealous tat they're having all the fun but i'm not involved? if it's susposed to be a dnd tingy, then jus keep it to the pple in dnd... y bother to ask some of the non-relevant pple down n leave the rest out??

i hate staying back in hall on fri esp when it's the recess wk.. i want to be at home, wif my mom n sis.. i miss mummy n sister so much... i jus wan to spend every single minute now at home wif them... i dont noe if i shld be happy or sad that i wont be in 2 next sem.. happy to noe that i wont get to see those idiots.. y am i so affected by them? i guess they dont even care abt my feelings.. walking up the stairs, obviously being seen, not invited... i hate the feeling.. it makes me feel like a spoilt brat wanting all the attention.. maybe i tink too highly of myself... to them, i'm jus a fat gal which they can make fun of when they're bored... when they're having fun, there's dont need to be an entertainer there anymore... i'm pissed, i'm angry... wif them n myself... i'm not gg to be the gal tat they can teased whenever they like anymore... if u're not treating me as a frien, i guess i dont need to treat u as one too.. so i guess u have no rights to tease me...

if i'm not gg to stay in hall next sem, i wont be able to see meiying again... it's her that makes hall life wonderful... it's her that makes me noes that even when i'm staying at level 6 i was nv forgotten.. she stand by my side when i'm having problems as a blk rap, when i lost my jcrc election.. hall life will be so different w/o her... it's bcos of her i get to noe more friens in 52 if not, i'll still be the forgotten nerd staying at level 6.. thanx meiying!!

i guess i need a break frm all the cliquish tingy that's happening in 52 now... i shldnt put in so much of my feelings... hall life is still fun wif meiying, grace, jasmine, serene n liyean.. sch life 'll be fun wif all my clsmates... i used to tink u all r irritating fellows... but tinking of it, i tink u guys r the best... nv fail to entertain n encourage me when i'm sad... n leaving me out in any ting impt.. willing to share examination tips wif me..

i gues i'm still bless.. at least i noe that i have friens that realli care 4 me.. but to the stupis idiots, can u be as serious they are sincere in the friendship??

To My Beloved Sister

Work never easy. I knew this since my daes of attachment during poly n my temp jobs b4 sch starts in poly. Esp 4 a perfectionist like sis, I noe it’s harder 4 u. u always expect so much frm urself. Maybe sometimes, u can sit back n relax n slack b4 u continue wif ur work. Don’t be stress okie? U’re always the best in my mind, no matter wat setback u met. U can be sure that I’ll be behind u supporting u. I noe I’ve nv told u that u’re my idol n I take u as my role model. So don’t give up n feel despair. I really wish to help u but I cant. But if there’s anyting I can do 4 u, I’ll definitely do so…

我還能愛誰

睡夢中的人
不了解我的累
我也不原諒你的美
它讓我体會
這個世界真的有
十全十美
卻無所謂后悔
會妥協的人
不明白我自卑
就像我不容許我气餒
我真的以為
要感動最完美的玫瑰
如果要奉獻我眼淚
除了你誰都不能給

見過你的美
我還能愛誰
我一路的追
意冷卻不心灰
我的世界
走不出你背影的范圍

沒有你
會面目全非
我還能愛誰
放棄其它玫瑰
這是一种愚蠢的智慧
困在只有你的堡壘
享受討好你的滋味

for mr J

American Next Top Model

I’m in love with American Next Top Model… the gals are so damn pretty… 4 most of them, I seriously don’t tink brandy is pretty n the judges keep saying tat she got a gorgeous face… where do they see the gorgeous on her face? I cant help but keep looking at the gaps in bet her teeth.. n I tink it’s irritating.. I tink she shld put on braces 1st b4 she joined the show… but then, the judges are professional n I’m jus a commoner… haa…

In this season, my fav gal definitely goes to Kahlen…I tink she’s damn pretty.. I jus like those soft-spoken gals.. haa.. I like Christina too.. I like the coolness of her… tink I like pple who r like the direct opposite of me.. haa.. sounds weird rite? Though both of them din win the competition but I feel real happy 4 Kahlen.. cos she actually managed to stay right till the end… I was so afraid tat she’ll be eliminated half-way thru the competition.. but then again, y must models smoke? But I guess it’s bcos of the tight schedule.. n they’re damn tired, so they need the nicotine to keep them awake.. but the sight of seeing them smoke sucks.. a small piece of advice to the editor, if possible, can they pls cut out all the scene of them smoking.. it’s a real bad image of them…


Isn’t Kahlen pretty? I’m jus so in love in her looks


Cool Christina


My fav gal in the 2nd season… her mom is a Japanese, she’s doing proud 4 the asian…

I believe that make-up n hair style can really change how’s one look… esp after watching the show… so by hook or by crook, I’m gg to change my hair color b4 my 21st bdae… haa.. n I hope I’ll look pretty too.. wahaa.. but guess I need to work on my weight 1st… haa.. I wan to look pretty plus slim… tink I gain some weight after the holi… since I stop walking to sch even since I noe tat the shuttle bus is free now.. haa… actually it’s not free, jus tat it’s being deducted in our miscellaneous fees.. I’ll try to stop taking so much shuttle bus now.. working hard to be the AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL!!! wahaa